This box gets updated regularly... so check back... Ok, my real name is James, if u didn't already know that, but really you can call me whateva u like i suppose, jt, jammy T, young, tickners lad.. just ta name a few which have been tried n tested lol. der are too many james's in this world i reckon... u might get me mixed up with someone else whos a right ******** or something... I think I'd have to mention to start with that im GOTH, and yeah... with it a few gothic trappings such as the music i listen to, and the way i portray myself. Yeps, black nails and long black hair, and dressed in... yeah... u guessed it... black lmao. Im not going to go into a long lecture to those of you who dont understand gothic culture, but ill just say im not discriminant of anyone, i try to get along with everyone in this world, and be everyones mate. Its ****ed me up before, i know, cause its like the world just turns round and hurts me time after ti Art is my biggest passion in life, and if you get to know me really well ill let you see some of it, just dont inflate my ego too much with compliments, cause i cant take them really well... dunno why though hm Lol... i still remember i must have been about 4 yrs old or something in preschool in Canada and one parent came and looked at the art and shes like 'omg hes actually SIGNED his work!' and the teacher sighed and she was like 'yeah im not surprised when it comes to him lol'... i guess thats where it all started. I WAS gonna go do a physics degree in Cambridge (would u believe) b4 i really woke up to the reality that its art i love in life, and yeah im gr8 @ physics and maths, but do i actually LIKE the biatch subjects?! lol, so im gonna be a professional artist instead... just remember to put a couple coins in my hat when im jobless.. homeless... and u see me painting on the wall of the london underground station ok? Love comes next (doesnt it 4 everyone?)... gals shouldnt really tell me they love me really, cause although in not blonde (anymore shhhhh), im really stupid and i believe them all the ti which ****ed me up a couple of times (they know who they are)... so right now theres my special someone for and i really hope it lasts forever... no more **** ups... ive got it right this time i hope.... *scrubs out the last sentence* well **** THAT! lil lying *****!.... (3rd edit): ye im back with her again *chisels an 8th scratch in the wall* yeah 8 times now.... were like christmas lights arent we? *sigh* (4th Edit) Right ive had enough of this *******s... time to find myself someone who wont play me for a fool i think. Ok, yeah ive done the whole online-dating thing twice now, and personally it sux ****e.. im not ashamed to say that ive loved a gal over the net though, cause it really was beautiful at the ti and any one who wants to criticise just realise that i do have a heart, and it has been damaged, im not gonna say broken, cause its not... but it has been ****ed around by some really cruel ppl... (5th edit).. this one isnt just another in the list of edits, it is final... i promised myself in no.4 to dop something... and now i have. Nao i love you. Simple words which echo inside this huge cavity which is how i feel for you.. and i wait a moment for the words to be echoed back... and id wait forever to hear you say 'i love you too'... not that i have to mind lol, cause youve told me often enough :) anyways.. poetics in my box about thats a first (we all have our firsts dont we? oh dont pretend you dont know what im talking about.. i heard you 'holy ****... never before..' lol ok ill shuddup now) VANITY is probably my biggest vice. Give me a house with no mirrors and ull quickly see me go completely mental lol, ****ing on the floor or something to see my reflection in it haha. No really, I must waste a good hour every morning on my hair alone, and dont u dare touch it after that unless u wanna loose a hand! ok im not that bad, in fact i kinda like ppl brushing my hair for me and stuff... that and tickling my back :)... What else... i spend (waste?) probably a decent part of my day gazing aimlessly out of the window watching the clouds float by, specially during english class lol (which fortunately i wont have any more of for the rest of my life)... and YAH if its not the clouds its the stars! i mean im one of the only ppl in the world with a gcse in astrono Ok, the thing I hate most in the world are liars... and more than that... ppl who agree with me on that point and then lie to ARGH you should all realise right now i can't be lied to, just ask some of my friends... and my exs in particular. Apart from liars, the next one down the list is RAP... dont EVER expect to leave a rap cd lying around my place, cause this is the process for disposing of them: 1 place in microwave 2 close door and set for 30 secs on hi heat 3 watch all the beautiful rainbow sparks as ur cd destroys itself (preeeeety...) 4 remove from microwave 5 charred remains can now be used as a nifty frisbee so u can enjoy it even more than u would have done if ud stuck it in the hifi and listened to it :P Ok... last things....Ive travelled and lived all over this planet, some places were great, and others were right ****eholes... i guess it reflects in my personality, cause if you get 2 know me well enough, ull notice that theres more than one of me floating around.... James (who is writing this ****)... and JAMES THE BIATCH, who pops his head into the situation from time to time and will **** up regular James' life 4 a while... and quite a few more... im not crazy! i just have a good element of contrast in my personality! Ok, the things i value most in life are: art (the only thing i dont seem to be able to **** up), my family (cause theyve been with me through thick and thin), my friends (who can speak 4 themselves)... cant think of anything else although there must be something.... and oh yeah, regular **** like sex, alchohol, drugs, clubs and parties... Right... if uve made it this far, ur either REALLY determined so well done lol, or ur MAD.. MAD I TELL YA!!! or ur on some SERIOUS drugs, and im talking extasy or speed... ANYways there ya go... Jt in a nutshell (ye a 1000 word nutshell lol)... course ull have to get to know me if u really wanna know about onder if ive broken the record for longest ramble about myself? told u i was VAIN!*